It’s been a while since I blogged o! I admit that I actually lost the ginjah to blog online. I have a lot of excuses tho.. Exams, Jersey connect (www.twitter.com/jersey_connect) and ya, a private blog #500daysofday… y'all want the link for that one? Oya wait.. D:\OneNote Notebooks\Work Notebook\#500daysofday… If your own computer can open it… good for you.
But really, ikinda like really wanted to give up blogging coz of her.. Yeah.. Like who is she bah? Who sai if I give up blogging sef? That's what I told myself too o! But #shrug + *sigh* Here I am again before someone tells me that my blog doesn't exist.
The issue tonight isn't Chelsea or Dede, who I truly owe a post. It’s just some mind over matter ish.. Just some thought pattern I've chosen to agree with.
I have a certain image of myself. That I'm honorable and would never tell a lie or deceive my fellowman. I look at myself and think that I would never do anything underhanded for the sake of money. I want to be honorable because I feel more comfortable telling the truth than lying. I feel more at ease innocent than guilty. I have thought it out. It is a pragmatic desire, not a romantic one. If I feel more comfortable being a liar and a thief, I would be as such. And therefore am tolerant of those who do so behave. It is, I think, their métier, not necessarily a moral choice. I claim that morals has nothing to do with it. But I did not really believe that. In essence I believe in good and evil as values.
#gbam
#thatisall – For now sha.
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